Missing you…..

November 29, 2010 at 4:09 pm (Uncategorized)

Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you.

This was my second Thanksgiving without you.  I made it home to be with Dad though, so that was great.  I don’t know what I would have done if I stayed here.

I am miserable in GA without you.  I don’t want to be here anymore.  I hate the house and I just want to get out.

But Im happy mom.  I have found what I have been looking for and working toward reaching my goals to get there.

I still cry at times out of the blue when something reminds me of you.  I still pick up the phone to call you.  I still ride by your house and want to pull in to check on you.

Im still lost without you, but Im finding my way….slowly but surely.

I love you mom.


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It’s Been Awhile

November 10, 2010 at 3:27 pm (Uncategorized)

I miss you so much it hurts.  Its been awhile since I have written you but as you know I have been busy getting ready for the year anniversary of your death, walking my first 5K for Suicide Prevention and Awareness and trying to get the house together.

I never stop thinking of you.  And on days like today, I wish I could call you.

I love you mom.

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