Holidays
Today is not a good day.
It started yesterday, really. I went Christmas shopping. I see snowmen everywhere I go. I pick them up and think “oh, mom would like this one” and remember that I am not buying you something this year. Again.
Kids are starting to get upset again as well. Makes it harder on me because I don’t know what to tell them. And sometimes Im not strong enough to tell them anything.
I hope you are doing well up there. I miss you horribly. Now more than ever. I love you mom.
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